jus changed muii blogskin yesterdae..decided maybe this ishh de best blogski after al.. Didnt know tt miie nn hiim wou ended up jus like tt..ii reali dun noe wads wrong wit hiim.. ish it doin de things eu like, WRONG.. no rite.. ii dun tink anybody would tink thats wrong okae..ii realli lurbe de real miie now,sho carefree no worries.. ii jus wanna stay like dat..Whiie cant he understand miie ..after these national thinggy ii gort de time in de world to accompany hiim.. whiie cant he tahan.. euu noe guy, ishh nort tat ii didnt wanna eat with ya..but eatin wit jiaoliian they al ish more joyful,dun weu tink sho..eu claimed that ii onli thought of my selfish act.. eu saed that eu are testin miee whether tu go wch 1 budd ii had already made up my mind.. cant eu jus let mie do the things ii wan.. sometimes lurbe-iin eu ish jus sho tiring.. we both are jus sho nort hapi wit each other rite.. maybe now ish de time tu cool down and reflect bout ourselvvss nn nort askin both of us tu change..ii can change for the sake of eu, eu noee budd deep dwn in the bottom of muii heart.. ii wun be hapi de.. ii jus wished that ii could be hapi everydae..sumtimes after a long and tiring dae, stil mus listen tu your complaints bout me realli make mie feel sho 'irritated" ii reali feared tu cry ii dun wished tu hide behind muii tears anymore..budd sometimes when eu wer lost nn helplees, eu gort no choice budd tu cry ferr help.. ishh nort that ii wans tu tel everybodii , ii jus wanna vocie out as keepin inside ishh jus sho uncomfortable. . cant eu jus lurbe mie wad ii mm now.. ii onli wishh tu share muii sorrow and happiness with eu nort tu quarrel wit eu everytime ferr though tiny tiiny stuffs..whiie cant ya be more understanding and caring towards the little miie..
[confused and helpless]
