Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 12:41 AM
Wounds will heal,
but scars stay there forever.

Looking at my right hand scratches,
i will always remember how i got them,
making me realized how fearful and flustered i were during critical matches
and never i shall be again.
People that were by my side often tends to see them and asked..
But, I seriously dun feel like mentioning it..
The thought of being so fatuous and absurb of how
i performed during my volleyball career..
always flash across my mind.
Seriously, i felt that i had changed..
into a even more independent person..
Simple things that i could do alone in the past,
were done by me now, alone.
I guess people do change under hard circumstances
or rather after a significant incident/lesson that you had come across.
Many things that i had yet learnt like being strong and calm under tensed situations and stuffs like that. Many a times, I felt so useless and weak.. This feeling of mine has not been overcome..
I wonder why some people can be so calm and strong but just not me?
Giving up easily is my weakness, how can I stay positive and finished the objectives that i have set?
I think these are the things that i should learn and one day, i shall become strong and self-reliable I dun need anyone to whine to.. I dun need to trouble anybody. I shall be who I had Calm, positive thinking and thoughts shall be kept among myself, and not others. I shall not get hurt no more, not even by myself, I promised.

I hope my MEANIE get well soon.

Takecare, everyone especially those who are dearest to me.


Things are meant to be kept in within.
I gotta be strong and just keep pushin thru.
so come on, tell me.

Reach my prismic soul.
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